Thursday, February 10, 2011

What a week

This week has been like hell week and I am not quite sure why. I am feeling like the more I try to be balanced.....The more unbalanced I am( If I could get anymore unbalanced) I feel so uneasy...I think 50%may be hormonal because I have cried all week and don't really know why????? What the F! I keep thinking of all these things that I really haven't thought about in years and it is really pissing me off because I know that a pint of Ben and Jerrys might be helpful...But I will continue to fight the urge :( I have realized that I very well may be my own sabatour(sp) I know as bad as I have wanted to give up this week I am not giving up....I won't quit....I guess I just didn't realize that I am such a psych case :) Thanks for letting me vent. See everyone on Saturday


  1. Becky, you're in good company! We're all psych cases in some way! As for crying, who needs a reason? Cry away and think of it as its own form of detox.

  2. I'm sorry it was a bad week, Becky. All women are nuts, though, so don't feel bad. It's part of our nature. ;) I'm sorry you have to work through some junk as you think, but it's the path towards healing. Proud of you for not quitting. Hopefully next week will be better for you.